are you even worth it ):

Sunday, May 8, 2011

I've moved, moved to tumblr. Find me if you can.

Monday, March 14, 2011

i guess no one comes here ever and i've been really not posting here, because i found somewhere else private to type my stuff (: haha so just to entertain any stalkers who come here, which i bet is no one , i shall repost some of my tumblr test posts from the past 2 months here (: enjoy~

我真的是不可欠缺你。你已经变成我的一部分了。不可缺少的一部分，不可避开的事实。我爱你。不是普通的感觉。因为我没有跟你沟通，我的心就很痛。我好像不能专心做事，我整个身体都不自在，像我的手不见似的，的感觉。我真的不能放手，我真的放手不了。你的过去，我知道你不喜欢我。我们就这样子，我不能坐视不管。我要奋斗，我要坚强，跑到终点。比赛只是比赛，但最后的赢家就是要克服自己。我会为你付出一切。我就是爱你，甜蜜。我一直都想跟你说，我一直都想对你哭。但我就觉得你不会管？那时，我就想放弃了。我就想到要克服自己，我就想要你对我感到骄傲，感到光荣。我不想要有人提起我的名字，你就抬不起头地跑掉。我想突出，为你做出你意想不到的事。I want to make you proud. 我就带着这个意念，在粗造的泥地上，爬行，慢慢地爬。鲜血涌出来，脚满疤痕，流出的血，我的脸越来越白。我越来越无力。我就想到你那灿烂的脸在终点等我。忍着痛，吸着血，我就终于爬到终点，留着一个血迹在地上。到了终点，我却没有看到你，我就哭了。我为一的启发力，不见了。鲜血直流，我用最后的力气再望了一下。没看到你。我闭上眼睛，就昏过去了。Your voice to me was like an echo in the wind. So faded, yet so impactful.

什么事都能发生的，不要期望，never be satisfied with what you have and don’t take it for granted because it might just leave you anytime. 我们要开始珍惜每分每秒，因为你真的不知道什么事会什么时候发生。她要我们回头时，开心的微笑，笑著离开。千万不能哭。真不希望我们瞒着怨言地离开，歉疚，遗忘，或哭着走。我回头望，偷看一下，我就要哭了。我就开始问自己，“I’m looking back, I’m crying. Why? I guess I just feel like in giving up on myself and have no confidence. I’ve regretted my actions and theres no way I can go back ): 我已经没有用了，我放弃了。对不起，让你失望。我真的放弃了。

How hurt I felt, how painful it was to go through so much alone :/ I really wanted to accomplish that today, but since I was alone, pacing my footsteps, it was this much I could go. Without confidence and that drive, it was my limit, basically without you, that was my breakdown point ): I wanted to continue, I lunged forward to push myself, I plunged down into darkness, head first into that big gaping hole. 那无尾的大黑洞。

I collapsed, and all i could see in that hole was slips of paper, each containing a dark past of mine. Each piecing puzzle piece makes the full picture. I pieced it, i saw it and then i saw an extra piece of red paper. I picked it up and it read: beware, you would be drowned in your own tears we have collected for the past 15 years of your life 5 seconds after you read this paper.

The day I give up would be the day I find no point in giving you so much importance in my heart, when I keep trying to make you proud and yet you still look down on me, and when I’m walking alone on the dark streets, crying because I have no one to hold on, you continue to ignore and dao. The end is coming.终点要到了。bye :/

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Friday, February 4, 2011

i shall say that my blog is dead ._. and i dont think i got anything to type about at the moment, caz it is damn sian caz my life is damn sian, caz everything is damn sian... got lots of things to rant about, but yeah, public blog is not a good place to do it :/ haiz... k bye...

Saturday, January 1, 2011

2011, its 2011... gotta stop emoing... and start blogging here -.- lawl, nothing much to say here somehow ): im sorry stalkers, doubt i'll post here anymore, unless i got smth to say... doubt so now, rather keep it all to myself, bai.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

hi, back from jnco, epic and great experience, haha to lazy too post about it.... i shall just sum up the camp in 3 words. JNCO WAS FUN. ok done. just no mood to post ._. shall go spam pokemon and wait for 11.11 and go spam choc and green tea... muscle aching. haha now im eating my 3rd pack of kit-kat and i cant stop... LOL, ok done. shall go emo. bye. JNCO FTW~

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

pictures speak a thousand words? ok great... bai

Why bother?

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Does my name matter anymore?
if you really want to know, Diane Lim
or indiane or sk2 or die-any
08 JAN 96
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[D]HSJAB STANDARD THREES`11
[D]ACTYL
i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
~~3.6 for eoys, at least triple science~~
~~dactyl chalet (screw or good)~~ well, i have my own viewpoints...
~~Accomplish my dreams~~ didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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