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Cause I don't give a damn anymore
Monday, July 5, 2010

lol, back to posting after a 'long break' i think... another epic day 2day... went cycling at prp, then went to watch eclipse, then came out... then yea... and eclipse was epic... caz i closed my eyes cum stare at clarissa for half the movie when they were tearing each other heads apart... wow... ok... b4 i start about 'u noe what' i am going to make it clear then when i am writing this post i am laughing my ass off and just have nth better to do but write a emo post........ gl sia...
there is only one chance in life, live it well and nvr have to face it again... but why must life be so difficult? stress, friendship, hw and everything... life is full of bumps and limits... we just have to overcome it... but sometimes we just want to be able to trust someone in our lives to do tt much, to give us so much more, to say just tt simple jys to make ur day...wtf.... i just feel that i lost something very important and meaningful in my life and it cannot ever be found again. an empty feeling overwhelmed me, like there is a hole in my life, that nothing can ever patch it up...gl sia... u will never realise you have lost it, until you need it the most, until you have no one to lean against for support, until you cry our heart out and no one seems to bother you.... this is what i am feeling now... hollow, deflated... without anyone to be there for you... no second chances, this is the only one... so why dont i make the best out of it? maybe it is because life just feels meaningless now, life just isnt as fun as last time... what can we do? nth.... so might as well face it... you might not be there with me throughout my day, but just seeing you for that short moment would make me feel satisfied and make me push through that much... ok i realised i am crapping again... wtf... lol... might as well embody the pain, so at least suffer alone in this crude world with no one to depend on. only you will understand my true feelings...
-you just dun understand me, and this pisses me off








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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...


Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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