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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

It takes two hands to clap, not one.....

just had a very saddening convo, then made my tears uncontrollably flow out and think of other things, stressing out brain now. why is it like this? what is happening to our squad? why? jnco is just in a few more months, maybe 5?why cant we just do this together as one squad. the strength of the squad is the strength of the last man. why dun we just put that little bit of effort to just come for trainings, put in our best for every cheer, follow instructors' instructions and just excel together. forward, upward, onward... we can do it squad, just try to come for squad bonding sessions, or even squad lunch. it just takes that little bit of effort to be present for it. why do some people just want to make things so difficult for us? im so hoping that this is just a dream and i can faster snap out of this nightmare, seeing 35 smiling faces in front of you, be bonded as one... why why why... still trying to find the answer. discussing this is not good now, try to handle it within is the best solution, just have to find that solution. With everyone pushing each other on, we can go to jnco as a squad, go out of jnco with our heads held high, being happy that we have actually accomplished something together as a squad and not individually. help each other, push each other. why is this initiative and spirit lacking? friday should be a rt, it would be the 2nd rt with the new instructors, lets show their our full strength and put on our best, keeping to the time limits, changing in and out faster, no dragging of feet, putting our best effort for everything we are going to do. pls, all my brothers and sisters out there, we can do it as a squad. peservere, push, conquer this together, shine as one, excel as one, show their what the std 2 squad is made of. STD 2s 2010 U ROX!!! ALWAYS ONE HEART, SHINING AS ONE STAR.

-do yr best, try ur hardest, it might not be the best of the best, but at least u tried...

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08 JAN 96
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[D]ACTYL
i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
~~3.6 for eoys, at least triple science~~
~~dactyl chalet (screw or good)~~ well, i have my own viewpoints...
~~Accomplish my dreams~~ didnt happen, never would
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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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