after today i felt that my mind has finally cleared up and my thoughts are unveiled. why do everyone get so pissed at me. what did i do wrong. at least tell me and not stone there and just dao me. today was actually sad, a very sad day in my life, although all the days in my life is sad. im srsly very sick of facing you everyday like this, im tired of trying to act for you to see, im sick of crying just because i upsetted you for just a while. why does this have to carry on in life. life is totally meaningless, why carry on, why live in such misery. why. i cant erase the wrong i have done, but i hope i can. give me a second chance pls. although today was a suckish day, at least i got to treasure that moment that we had together. that moment was just enough to strengthen me and push myself just to face life as it is and carry on just for you. life suxs, so why continue. the stress is like piling up on my weak heart, trying to squirt out all the blood from it and suck it dry, leaving only the skin, making me feel empty and strengthless. or maybe you can fill it up with acid so you can just leave me to corrode away, at least, i wont be facing the stress anymore and i will be calm and happy. tear me open, rip me apart. i would feel better... Its not the tears that measures the pain. sometimes its just the smile we fake just to show that we are okay.

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I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
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