wtf -.- i think smth happened when i was attempting to sleep when i tot i didnt sleep but when i woke up it was past 2hrs so i think i slept... bet cpl oh did smth evil to me just that i dunno... gl siol... first was the pop parade, it was quite okay lar, quite cool, random things, especially a very phail kebelakang pusing by staff daniel... then it was dinner, i think i did cry lar, caz we passed them the well-wishes, then staf xinyi started reading, and when she was reading she started to cry like water tap, i see then i was like shit -.- then i feel my eyes wet wet one, got tears trying to come out, surfacing, but yet it could not flow... that was a very heartbroken feeling to feel that. sometimes i just wished that my tears could just low out, drowning myself inside it, draining away my stress and fears... (jnco?) maybe it was caz you werent there for me to wipe my tears on your sleeve, controlling it to the end, just to see you smile and not dampen yr happy mood... then it was social night... think i screwed it up, was literally shaking throughout the performance.. sorry squad... the std 4s performance was epic, especially with staff daniel's epic gaga moves... HAHA... then went on to the SMC session, when we had our prize presentation, staff xinyi saw the trophies then cried again... then it finally struck to me. The instructors have done so much for our squad and we should really appreciate them, without their guidance, we would be still be std -2, without them, we might be crying every training, without them, we might not be even able to stand on the parade square to do a proper drill. Thank you std 4s or what you all have done for our squad.When you smile at me or even just look my way, it makes me smile and brightens my day. Because then I know, that even if it was just for a second, I crossed your mind and you actually cared for every single individual on our squad. Std 4s, im telling you that i want to see you all again, u all mean a lot to us, im just not going to tell you all that i said all this with tears overwhelmed in my eyes. cut my wrists, let me die, without all of your guidance, rt just would not be the same, without you all being in front for first or last parade, the atmosphere would not be the same... with your existence there, everything would feel more secured.... i just feel this way and i dunno why... tears overwhelming, let me drown you in my tears, you would be there for me at all times, supporting me, sometimes gling me, but for all the efforts you have put in trying to entertain me and be with me, i dont really seem to care. as long as you are beside me, everything feels fine... my heart is bleeding, thank you std 4s, jiayou for the rest of your life.............

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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

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It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
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It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
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I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

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