going home 2day was damn epic, esp meeting julius at the bus stop and crapping sick stuff with him and irritating her (: IRRITATING!! so much hw, so many tests and assignment. studying srsly suxs, mug here mug there, think very fun izzit. stress here stress there, wtf lar. even things in my daily life is pissing me off, telling me things that srsly is damn wth. you should just stfu and dun stay around me. whats your freakin problem sia........ like screwing up my life? screw ur own life. i think its time to give up, nothing seems to be working out... everything is screwing up on me, against me and trying to push me off the edge of the world... with everything screwing me, i should just let go and rather die of the stress. im tired of crying over this matter and stressing over this fact. let you go, be sad inside. at least you will be happier off without me... i tried my best, i did what i can do. i just cannot do this... i need to let go. having leave at 2.15 next wed, MY FAV HISTORY!! NOOO!! see how life is screwed? the only lesson i bother to listen and stay awake, they take it away from me, strip me from all my happiness, steal away everything i ever liked and wanted to do... you think very funny izzit? well, think again, life suxs and dropping dead is ideal. at least when dropping from the higher floors, i would feel the breeze there, thinking of that moment, at that time. great memories... i need someone to rant to, to come out of my shell, to be more brave to face the cold world alone. gonna be straightforward and not lie about stuff. never fake a smile in front of people, its not really worth it, just let out ur emotions, show people ur tears... tts much better than faking a smile. when i need you, i should be brave, but when i dun, i should just keep it inside and let it go, restrain myself from everything. doing smth like that is just pointless. my life is screwing up. i nid to mug, 3 tests 2moro... everyone experience pain and sufering, its just how you cope with it and if you let other people know. my case is different. no one cares about me, no one bothers about my feelings, the daoed feeling in just not nice... i just hope you can listen to me just for a while, just to tell you how i feel. but you dun seem to care. even when i am emoing and dun feel that good about life, you dun even give a damn, and walk past. i need your comfort, and there is only one person, my brothers and sisters that are knowing that i even exist. just want to put down everything and leave this cruel world...

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Does my name matter anymore?
if you really want to know, Diane Lim
or indiane or sk2 or die-any
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[D]ACTYL
i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

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do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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