天涼了　雨下了　妳走了

清楚了　我愛的　遺失了

落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

想要放　放不掉　淚在飄

another random day at school, nothing much happened, then stayed back for pop gift making.. YAY!! still thinking about the math trail and geog op, the pop gifts staring at me now, the science notes, shakesphere too and that random chinese paper i am supposed to do........ i dont think i have any more bandages to heal this broken heart, although i might be faking a smile on the outside, my heart is crushed and im bleeding on the inside. im sick of all the tears, sick of the sorrow. i just want to forget about yesterday and focus on the future.nvr felt like i ever existed in life, just filling up the empty space on earth, breathing for the sake of living and nothing else. i have gave up all my hope, shedded all those tears, wetted sleeves, going back with everything broken, with nothing to treasure and nothing to miss. there used to be a reason for me to breathe, but its fading away, as it vanishes ad sometimes i wonder why am i still breathing. at least you were there to laugh at me, to at least let me see you for that 15 minutes. it was good enough. this is sounding lame, omg and i am not directing to anyone... infer history potatoes, breathe in and out, that is my motive in this sorrowful life, just do whatever to survive through the pain and enjoy next time. I have nothing to hide except what is inside, how it is breaking and dying down. im keeping it all locked up, suffocating with the stressload. what you see on the outside now, is a fake smile with a stressed out body. thats all you will ever see.

- hurt yourself to feel alive, unless you are there to stop me...

If you hate this blog, just click here^^

Does my name matter anymore?
if you really want to know, Diane Lim
or indiane or sk2 or die-any
08 JAN 96
SACPS DHS 2ECRU`10
3 EXPLOSIVE ELF
[D]HSJAB STANDARD THREES`11
[D]ACTYL
i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

ShoutMix chat widget

DACTYL
Cheryl
Yifei
Clarissa
STD 2s 10
2ECRU 10
6EP 08
DHSJAB
Mavis
Nicholas
Angelina
Nicholas
Trevor
Jia Rong
DJ
Link

u care?i don't... June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 May 2011

If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
Copyright © 2010

Designer: T.Dream/SherZx
Images: Photobucket Basecodes: !ferrisWHEEL.².♥