wtf... get out of my life, nobody want to see you again.... i was in such a random mood, and you ruined it, crushed it into tiny bits of pieces... when my heart wanted to heal, you decide to break it again. what is life? meant for you to be crushed? waiting for you to step it flat and crush it again and again. whats the meaning of this? why does everything have to be this way? damn saddening now.... 2moro is POP, get ready for your eyes to be red and your sleeves to be wetted.... waterworks are coming... std 4s, dun go T.T, rts wun be the same without you all, lesser epicness, lesser spasticness, lesser funnyness, if there is such a word. embrace lie on how it impacted you, how it drowns you in reality, sorrow and pain... i will cry for the time when you are there, cry for the memories you have left behind, cry for the pain that someone impactful have left, cry for the times you scolded our squad and cry for the impact you have left on us. thank you std 4s for being great instructors, hope you sign on to see us during jnco... srsly... stress is building up, scold here scold there, when is there ever a time for me to quieten down and just not think of anything? life is meaningless. we breathe to live, but for me, i live to breathe. there is nothing much in life for us to treasure, nothing much for us to let go. so why stay here in this world? might as well let go of everything and just drop dead... no one cares anyway, so why bother doing things? tears are actually words from the heart that can be spoken. i might be crying 2moro, not for the words you say, but maybe for the words you nvr said... wish my lie was a video tape, that i can see to being rewinded and see how it was broken apart by people, how they entered my life unknowingly and unexpectedly, regretting everything now.... if you make me cry 2moro, hope you are there to help me wipe my tears away and convert those emotinoal tears to happy tears... move on from where you are, life events are just chapters in our life. dont close the book, but just turn the page... moving on would be easier now, just close your eyes, sleep and nvr wake up to reality

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Does my name matter anymore?
if you really want to know, Diane Lim
or indiane or sk2 or die-any
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[D]ACTYL
i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

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do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
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dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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