2day was another epic day caz got potato's lessons and he was crapping again bout smth. HAHA... lol, but it was quite -.- after school. stayed back after sch to do math op, then failed, but most important i did not see you 2day and that crushed my heart. Every time i see you so calm, cool and collected, i lose my breath, my heart starts pounding and sadly i am painfully aware that you are not over me, but i am. how do i accept this fact? how can i stop the pain? i want this to all go away, but i cannot let go and i am confused on what to do. im fighting with my emotions everyday trying to fake a smile in front of you, trying to follow in yr footsteps, but this is hopeless. and i finally realised that life does not hurt until you have time to think about how things have changed, who you have lost along the way and how much of it is your fault, then pain and suffering would start seeping in, drowning you in your sorrow. best thing to do now is to find a safe place, cry everything out, forget everything and embrace the sorrow, thinking of you throughout my life and feel how much you have impacted me in my life, inspiring me to be a better person. my role model, my good friend. breathe, live and try not to die again. losing touch with life's reality, just face it, face life feeling dead. this is what it is all about. just embrace and breathe, at least you are always there.

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i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

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I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
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I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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