should i give up, or should i persevere to the end? is it worth it? sometimes giving up does not mean that you are weak, it means that you have the courage to let everything go or something more important... everything clashes, nothing is with me, why? its not about anything else, its just me... do i want to move on or be stuck in the same position? do i want to put everything down for that something? or should i just bite my lips and go through these tough times? its only 2 more months, but so much is clashing with it, i so feel like letting it go, but its just a waste now, why is life so screwed, its not about you now, im talking about something unrelated to you for once.. im sorry... T.T life is just so screwed and i just cannot find my motivation to carry on in this cruel world, maybe my brothers and sisters (squadmates) and you... but the stress is piling up, this is making me burst into tears for not much of a reason. jut want to cry, cry it out, drown my stress in it, at least i would feel better. hope it drowns me away, so i wont have to open my eyes everyday to face reality. my heart just shattered, my tears just dried out. i srsly dun want to give up now, but its bringing me to tears... i have a very hard decision and important choice to make, persevere for 2 more months and let everything clash, making my life more screwed and cry everyday? or just to let go of it, and enjoy like as it is, being happy with my squadmates, being epic and crazy together with them, gl people with them. Thank you my brothers and sisters for giving me strength to be able to survive in this world, i wun forgot you dun worry._. what should i do... argh.... wtf-ed up world, not a place for humans to live in...

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