ok, its the night now and i am supposed to have a longer post for stalkers to read, but yet i dun have much to say... missed 11.11 with squadmates 2day T.T this is a very fail 11.11 ic reporting her phailure to the whole world... HAIZ... was like saying at 11pm to remember about 11.11, then was doing stuff, went to eat then i 4got and started the convo at 11.20 o.O... life is screwed T.T... hope you are coping well these few days, with so much work,dun stress yrself ok, JYS!! so many projects, tests, and hw... dunno wad teachers are thinking, want us to study for test, give us gl projects and be handed in on the most test-ful week WTF ARGHH.... i dont think i can hold much longer, there are so many things hindering me, so many obstacles in life.... not all scars show, not all wounds heal, sometimes you cant always see the pain i am suffering. you want to see the definition of weak, sad and neglected, well, open up my chest and look at my heart... why cant i feel anything now, no emotions are here, but yet i feel everything you are saying to me, all ur words of wisdom, and ur encouragement have pulled me you to continue breathing in this world. tell me, how do i accept this cruel world? how can i stop the pain? i want everything to go away now, but i dont know what to do. guide me to the correct path in life, im sick of making mistakes that will burden me for a life-time, and now i am still facing the consequences of a life-time mistake i made many years ago. i made that mistake maybe because you were not even known to me yet, not able to stop me from doing it. tears do not measure the pain, faking smiles are not working in my life anymore, everything is against me now everytime i fail, i bring you along to a corner as that is the time when i need you the most.

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i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

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I will jump off the cliff;
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I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
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