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Cause I don't give a damn anymore
Monday, July 26, 2010

ok back from school, a long time ago ._., was in sch muggin i guess, epicly... the trip home was nice, wished everyday was like that, someone to listen to my troubles, someone to care for me.... went home realised that my so called 'spam' blog finally was unlocked.. FINALLY... wtf blogger... then went on comp, so as to find smth waiting for me to be read ._., reading it, started it cry i think... i nvr knew you wanted to help me so much. at first i thought no one in the world actually understood me and cared for me, realising that my disclaimer are just for 'a particular reason' i wished i told you more today, but i just feel restrained, wanting to cry in front of you, but how would i clean up? i always just wanted to spill everything out, but i thought you didnt care much, and was just faking up that smile. but also just that short smth that was there. i felt comforted, i felt that there was someone who bothers that i even existed in the cruel world, which made me try to stand tall and fight my fears. although i noe writing this, no one cares, but at least, i hope you are reading this (: thank you for being there or me all the time, even doing things i nvr thought you would do to the max extent, caring for me. i noe although i piss you off sometimes, but you beared me and continue to guide me due to the lack of a brain in my empty head, u continued to persevere. without you, i dunno what would my life be now? would i still be able to live to this day? would i still be living in my dark past? i think i would be dead by then...........
- you mean a lot to me, pls dun ever leave me~








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Does my name matter anymore?
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or indiane or sk2 or die-any
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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...


Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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