2day srsly suxed lor... everything do also sux... no matter what this fact is nvr going to change and that dream cum time when i cried cum a lot of other things that links around will make me emo everyday... its a cycle... i just cannot stop thinking of it. im trying my best to pull away, yet my heart says go... what should i do? i dun want to be stuck in my own train of thoughts. i dun want to be jumbled up by my own emotions.. i want to be free, run away happily without caring about any freakin thing in my life... why does life have to be so cruel? i want to stop thinking, but yet i cant.. i sux and thats a fact... maybe if i leave this world, my existence would not affect anyone and the world would be better off without me.. trying to breathe just for the sake of living... its going to be hard... i dun want to go on like this, leading a painful life... i dun want this to happen... i thinking of the dream, i still think of the times where i fail like shit.. i keep thinking of the sight of the std 1 comp, how zai they are and how i feel guilty about being shitty and not up to what is called a 'std 2' i sux and thats a fact, living with it would be easy. thats why runnning is good to de-emo yourself... went running with yifei, sgt jc and sgt awx 2day... haha :D great way to de-emo myself..

DAY 21- someone you judged by first impression

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Does my name matter anymore?
if you really want to know, Diane Lim
or indiane or sk2 or die-any
08 JAN 96
SACPS DHS 2ECRU`10
3 EXPLOSIVE ELF
[D]HSJAB STANDARD THREES`11
[D]ACTYL
i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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