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Monday, August 23, 2010

2day i have srsly let you down, i have disappointed you, you have hopes for me, yet i crushed it all up 2day, crumbled it to pieces... maybe its because of me... i dunno... i just feel that im srsly wasting your time and should not even be there and is deserved of what i am called now... im just hindering them, im just a failure in life,,, thats a fact that cannot be changed... but what to do? sit and cry about it lor... wad else to do? only i hope one day you would be there to witness it and let me cry out everything in front of you... this have been giving me too much stress... it have been kept in my heart for a very long time... i need to rant, i need to tell you everything, hoping you can lift up my spirits, hoping you can teach me wad i should think and strive towards to the end of that finishing line... i cant do it, my dreams are getting crushed piece by piece... i turning back to reality, but its hard... why should i? when i can try to live my best in lala land, not getting pinpointed for being sucky in smth, enjoying that and not getting gled for the things i have decided to pursue,,, why why why... the question remained, all i noe is that you will always be supporting me all the way :D thks!!

DAY 15- the person you miss the most....

i miss the most? oh... i miss the most... ok... i guess i shall just write about the 1st person i think of since it is a letter._. hiff, so here goes, no backing out now, its too late... i guess i just think of you everyday, hoping you will be beside me forever, never letting go... you give me strength, you comfort me when i sux at something, you do a lot, some things even i cannot believe you can do, that makes me miss you more.... its not just me, it also my heart i guess... its making me and i dun even know why... and i do not smile to my phone ok -.- that is just gay... i dun ok ._. hiff... wish that we would never part, if not i might miss you too much ._. jkjk....

在屋顶唱着你的歌, 在屋顶和我爱的人

让星星点缀成, 最浪漫的夜晚

 拥抱这时刻 这一分一秒全都停止

爱开始纠结

- why am i doing this to you? maybe caz i miss you too much, not wanting to let go...

Why bother?

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Does my name matter anymore?
if you really want to know, Diane Lim
or indiane or sk2 or die-any
08 JAN 96
~~SACPS~~ DHS 2ECRU`10
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[D]HSJAB STANDARD THREES`11
[D]ACTYL
i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
~~3.6 for eoys, at least triple science~~
~~dactyl chalet (screw or good)~~ well, i have my own viewpoints...
~~Accomplish my dreams~~ didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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