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Sunday, August 29, 2010

DAY 20- the one that broke your heart the most

let just say, you broke my heart b4, maybe i never told you b4, i nvr said anything... but yea, you broke my heart before... it was for a while, but yea, it broke before and thats a fact... i just cannot bear to tell you that, caz im scared that you will stop everything.. im afraid that something might happen.. so i just held that thought close to my broken heart, trying to piece my heart back alone, without anyone... i didnt want to worry you, suffering the pain silently.. well, at least you managed to help me reform that heart... although you broke it unknowingly, you managed to glue it back together... i felt scared, depressed and cried for a while when i felt that you broke my heart... but to let you enjoy yourself, i decided to suffer silently and alone... keeping it to myself, not telling anyone.. thks for tt -.-

well, nothing much happened i guess... epic muggin session, did quite a lot i guess (: finally understood chem a bit FOR ONCE... THKS :D yay!! saw epic ppl, did epic things, epic ttm... then went home, stoning, no mood to mug, no mood to do anything after writing that letter... because it reminded me how you broke my heart and how things have nurtured to what it is now... i missed those days... but at least now my heart is never going to be broken again, because i found someone that cares for me, comforts me when i cry and even bothers about my life in one way or another, maybe studies? the choices i decide in life? mostly everything.. i can feel it... although i have been talking about the same person for this whole post, but esp yesterday... i felt that my squadmates really cared... and you too... i dunno how and why lar... but i just felt it -.- actually i noe.. but i shall not elaborate here... it will just get weird i guess... HAIZ... keeping i my emotions suxs... i dun want to continue to do this.. let me cry again... and try to make it one person.. i find it weird crying in front of so many ppl -.- rawr...

-haiz.. should i take it? should i not?

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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
~~3.6 for eoys, at least triple science~~
~~dactyl chalet (screw or good)~~ well, i have my own viewpoints...
~~Accomplish my dreams~~ didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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