another day of 11.11 fail squad and dactyl convo... HAIZ... sometimes i just question myself, why do i keep doing things that i noe will fail in the end? am i actually pursuing failure? why continue on this when no one seems to cares and just leaves when it just started? i dun even think its worth it. standing-by like 10mins b4 just to do smth and it just crumbles down right in front of you... maybe some have no choice.. but some just does not want it... i srsly dunno...i should just give up and hecka about this whole thing, like it never happened before... forget about the past and go on into the darker future... why stay at the same spot, seeing all yr plans crumbling down into pieces and tears dripping down ur face when it breaks down? why give urself so much pain to suffer like that? tears dont just let ur pain go away, it just relieves it... the pain continuously hurts you from the inside and never stops.... so why should i continue doing this? giving myself pain? making myself cry and weep over this matter? i think i should just let go of it, but its hard... giving up is hard and sometimes its just strong for a person to let go of everything. but i dont want to give up like this.. i rather suffer in silence and give them the moment they need and want, just to bond together for a least 1 min is good enough... suffer alone, to let others enjoy... that is what i shall do... nothing much to say... too depressed to talk or maybe just dun wan to tell you what i really feel.... it shall remain a secret to myself forever.. faking a smile never works now...

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Does my name matter anymore?
if you really want to know, Diane Lim
or indiane or sk2 or die-any
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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

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Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
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I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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