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Cause I don't give a damn anymore
Friday, August 20, 2010

errr.... no exactly in a mood to blog 2day, so for the sake of blogging today, its going to be short i guess... trying to forget someone you dont want to let go, is as bad as trying to remember someone who you have never met. For a long time, it seems to me that life was going to begin- real life... but there were always obstacles in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished things to do, some debts to clear, some problems to solve. And finally now it dawned on me, that these obstacles were actually my life. i just miss you a little, i guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often and a little more each day. And obv... there is always a time in life, where you have to let go of all those impossible dreams and people who create it, and surround yourself in depression so you will be too depressed to think about how your life is screwed and very stupid, not worth living at all... life suxs and tts all i can say.

DAY 12- the person you hate most/ caused you a lot of pain.
ok... weird topic... lets just put it this way... hi person, its not you that is causing the pain, its more of me which is causing myself pain when i see you, train of thoughts go through my mind... i dunno izzit happy, sad, depressed, hurt or pain... its just like this.. its just me, but i feel happy suffering the pain, just being with you is worth it, everything is worth the pain... its just to see if we try our best to let go of the pain, or to endure it all the way. its up to me and i have learnt and desire to take the rocky path, suffering the pain with you and not letting you down, never giving up. thks for causing me pain, i srsly need it as a wake-up call to get off of it and push through...
- this is hard for me to say, i treasure every minute i have with you...








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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...


Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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