Sunday, August 15, 2010
thats it, finally someone knows my dream, admit it, people found out easily, its so obvious and i also noe its impossible... and when that person found out, i was kinda trying to not let too much emotions out. when i think of that pathetic dream of mine, it makes me start to cry, when i was telling to her it was very sad lar, im like telling her something that is not possible for me to get, yet im trying to tell her as my dream... its just depressing, i was close to bursting out crying while telling her that. its srsly a very hard thing to get, im just depressed about it, pls dun say it to me, unless you want me to cry.... maybe when im emoing and depressed, that might be one of the reasons, thinking of an impossible dream, dreaming high and far, as impossible as touching the sky. i noe its impossible, yet i want to achieve it... its hard it stupid. you should srsly slap me now to keep me out of this stupidity, but yet i want to come true.... but its not possible. i sux so i have to face the fact, no backing out, so how? sit and cry, thats the best solution so far... so maybe you can help me make that decision... sit back and cry or to try to touch the sky... its up to u, i will try my best to follow you. you are the best person to give me advice, you know me long enough, and sometimes i think that you noe me better than myself, so help me pull out of this dilemma, help me overcome this fear. im scared of what might happen next. im afraid of taking that step out, im just too scared to do things now, guide me through, give me strength to carry on.. this is when i need you the most...
對你愛愛愛不完
我可以天天月月年年到永遠
So We Love Love Love Tonight
不願意絲絲點點些些去面對
對你愛愛愛不完
相愛原本總是這麼難
DAY 6- A stranger...
When i see this, i actually dont think of real strangers, i think of people i dont really talk to and act them as strangers when i see them although i like totally know them... im sorry for being such a total idiot and daoing you, forgetting to say hi or smth ._. maybe caz i was thinking of smth else, maybe my dream -.- so i totally dunno wad is around me, so sorry for that lar... i cant help it, but think of a lot of things everytime... sorry for daoing you, 'strangers', my fault
- an important phase of my life, maybe you can help me get through this together and not let me face this alone..
