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Cause I don't give a damn anymore
Saturday, August 28, 2010

2day is just a sad day... i also dunno why... its just that when i see you cry, my tears just uncontrollably flows out... and when you continue talking about emo stuff, that was when i srsly cannot take it liao... then somemore when you started to talk to me individually. that was when i felt most errr... sad? so i had to cry, i cannot hold back my emotions anymore, i just cant... its ahrd and i dun want to... at least my squad was thr... and you were there to comfort me, and to say more emo things to me, to make me cry more...i cant go on typing this... i might burst out crying... i cried in front of you, i cried in front of squadmates... i think some of the std 3s saw... argh -.- my life suxs..
DAY 19- someone that pesters your mind, good or bad...
errr... u pester my mind... i want to to stay that way.. i like it that way, no matter if you make me cry, make me smile or make me feel good or bad... i hope you can pester my mind forever...
im trying to improve... i trying to do my best, you waked me up 2day... those words of guidance really helped... thks... i shall try to stop crying and stop emoing... ok sian.. im still going to blame myself or everything i have done wrong... practically during every ct, how i screwed me.. how i as fail and how i should not be called what i am called... i dun deserve such a title... std 1s were great, zai and everything... and when i look at them... i look back to intra-comp time, i think of how i suxed to the core and i look at the std 1s standards... i feel scared, guilty and very bad... i nvr even knew so much for intra-comp, going in like a blind toot, not knowing how to do anything... i look at them, which made me emo, i cant do that... they have nurtured so much... and im still stuck in my lost world... i sux and not deserved to be called what i am called now lor... just take me away, slap me and put some sense into me i srsly suxs in life, screwing up everything... failing in everything... so just leave me alone to rot in my corner, since no one cares... maybe only you... 2day i felt it... its only squad mates and you....
-2day you really dug deep into my heart, bringing out those emotions...








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08 JAN 96
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[D]HSJAB STANDARD THREES`11
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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...


Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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