haiz... another epic day in sch i guess, nothing much happened in sch, caz my lie suxs and i was banging my head against the table during the 3-period LA, caz i was falling asleep, then when i bang i suddenly wake up... sian lar -.- then somemore got amc, i banged my head against the table twice then suddenly like jump up... like wth lar -.- i shall sleep later at maybe 1am 2day, then be more sleepy. the shiokness, but if you go sleep eariler....i might since there is no more people to gl unless there is... HAHA... life is full of twists and turns, sorry for making you miss the bus ._. and making you not take with yr friends T.T IM SORRY!! i didnt noe... and my tears were hidden behind the mask, faking a smile to let you see, just to let you know how great the feeling is, for you to be so thoughtful to do such a thing for me. i was touched and so my throat was kinda choked -.-, so yea... sry T.T didnt mean it....... tap tap 4 keys ftw(: ok tt ws just a random word that came to my mind.. LOL. it have been only 365 days, and maybe only left with 365 days for smth very bad to happen. i dun want it to come, i want time to stop now, and let me treasure my moments with you... you lift my spirits up, you make me smile everyday. i was actually thinking of you during la, its just that you do not realise... you almost made me burst to tears, but i controlled, i was quite worried in the morning..... i dunno why actually -.- are you feeling ok? why do you keep pushing yourself to your limits? why dont you give urself a break? hiff... 2day was just plain emoness with no point to go through this day again. limits in this world that cannot be broken, why cant i just vanish from the face of the earth, facing stress alone. only one person understands how i feel, supports me to pull through, life is meaningless without... staying strong is hard, persevere through and enjoy the results. there is ony one chance in life, do it once, do it good. i dun have much to say now, since life is so screwed and only you can unscrew it for me. it was damn nice of you 2day and i would nvr forget it. i wanted to mark a new chapter to my life and give up, break down and let everything go. but you taught me to never give up and i shall try to breathe when i can and enjoy my time with my squadmates... 1 year is not a long time, i dont want to see you leave, i dont want to say goodbye, at least not so soon... whywhywhy? is life always about saying goodbyes? does every human being face the same fate? or izzit just me..... i hate saying goodbye, esp. when you have impacted me in my life so much, when you have helped me find my identity and learn how to not let people down, stretching to my full potential..... its just you...

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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

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Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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I will jump off the cliff;
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I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
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I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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