There are things in this world we dont want to happen, yet we have to accept, things we dont want to know, but have to learn and obviously people we cant live without, yet have to let go... sometimes i ask myself why i keep holding on, but the problem is that i am not forced to remember, but i cant force myself to keeping on thinking about you. i cry for times we had together, i cried fro the memories when i remember them,i cry for the pain, i just cant stop feeling depressing... everything is reminding me of the dark past... 2moro is going to be ct, i dont exactly want it to come, yet i do. im just going to fail like shit, and remember of it, remember of everything, stoning and crying at the end... i dont want this to go on... i want to let go, yet its hard. it almost impossible, even more impossible than the dream. speaking of the dream, since only one person knows the dream and no one else does, i think its safe for me to talk about it and yet not reveal it (: i need to get some stress off -.- you seem impossible to reach, like touching the stars in the sky. you seem to be going further and further away from me... very far, and now i'm srsly losing hope... no hope at all... i i really achieve my dream, i will fly to the moon lar. like wtf =.= i'm cant give up now, yet i cant reach my goal... wad to do? find the only person who noes my dream and maybe you can help me make this hard decision, to persevere or to let go...

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Does my name matter anymore?
if you really want to know, Diane Lim
or indiane or sk2 or die-any
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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

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Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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