2day stayed back with yifei, yan ze, jun hern, angelina and jiaying to first run with yifei, yan ze, jun hern and sgt jc... quiet accomplished... 7.5 rounds in 19.07.. wanted 10, but was dying lerh... then went with yifei and angelina and jia ying to do *ahem ahem* stuff. then there lies a bottle of coke, *yifei opens coke bottle* *everything spurts out, onto the done things and the blank templetes* have to redo... EPIC AND ZAI (Y) back to tt, i was too depressed to post yesterday to certain reasons.... and 2day i feel worse, but for the sake of stalkers out thr i shall post... i still keep thinking of that quote that is impacting my life now... "believe in yourself", im not getting there, i cannot believe in myself, even the simplest thing in life, i cannot do it... i cannot... life is just screwed... i cant get there. im constraining myself... i'm just scared to move forward... im afraid to cross my boundaries, test the limits... i dont have the confidence to do that. pulll me through, get me there... i need that push and perhaps that slap... and 2day i feel like i just dun have the mood to emo... i dun have the mood to do anything now... life crumbling apart, nothing to hold it together ever.. i dun want to hear anything anymore, i dun want to care anymore... yet im getting dragged to the finishing line... thks man... life suxs..

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Does my name matter anymore?
if you really want to know, Diane Lim
or indiane or sk2 or die-any
08 JAN 96
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[D]ACTYL
i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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