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Cause I don't give a damn anymore
Thursday, September 30, 2010

99th post :D haha someone ask me go update blog, so i go update lor :D gonna get new interclass jersey, and i chose 49 :D WHEE~~ i rox :D nic go get 69!! haha... epic lar... this week was a stupid week, had exam blablabla... then consultations and blah blah blah... quite retarded.. hmmm... mondaywent home with squad i think... (Jia rong, nic, angelina and dj), then tuesday stayed in sch to mug until like 7+, super dark T.T, damn scary.... jnco activation how lerh? gg lor -.- get scared first before able to treat casualty... wednesday went to sch at 2.15, go cut hair first... tell the person side fringe, now look like side bangs... SUPER SCREWED CAN AND THKS PPL FOR THE GL COMMENTS.... 2day missed heng and chin lesson for stupid ivp fair -.- waste of time lar, practically rotted there lor... then went home with jia rong, nic and julius, saw sgt jc on the bus? yea... nvr bring shirt run T.T i am saded... ran on monday and tuesday, did i run on wednesday? i think so -.- almost died... stamina dropping and maybe caz when i run i need motivation -.-, tuesday run alone was quite shuang caz i had no one to entertain me so think of things to motivate me lor.. then 6 rounds in 14mins... improved by 40 secs compared to napfa :D but yea... need to train for jnco lerh ._. haiz.... they run so fast lor... how catch up... ke zhang wanted to run with me -.- but his 2.4 timing is SIAO, like srsly SIAO, want me die ar? HAHA... i dun want to mug lerh... but everytime my motivation to mug would be one thing only i guess, and thats you... thks for helping me in my studies although you need to mug.. sry for asking u to stay back until so late tht day ._. SRY T.T.... just 7 more days to eoys... totally unprepared for any subjects, trying to spam consultations now, but its not working.. i just sux lor... so how lerh? try my best, aim for triple science and i happy lerh, want to get into 3* for a reason :D super cool letter!! shall not reveal... WOOHOO, ok life suxs, so bye.. im still want to think of you lerh ._. hated today... loved tuesday... dun do this to me, my life is like a rollercoaster because of this... ups and downs, nvr at rest, pls... hope you would enjoy life like this... if you enjoy it, i shall just leave it that way and just say sorry for the past... i dunno lar... its like you dun care lerh ._. yet its like you do... i srsly dunno... but then i feel like my presence does not make any difference anw.. and sometimes its hindering you in doing what you enjoy... like hitting ur friends very hard -__-, so yea... how lerh... sorry for all the troubles, pain and suffering i have caused you... and stressed must say ok ._. dun jump down lerh... i will miss you T.T, then u jump i also go jump how? haiz... dun lerh... pls dun... and srsly.... life suxs to the max now, how i wished i was like 5 and i still know you and at least we could spend more time together... and there would not be any eoys to be stupidly studying for... like wad ms sng said roughly i think, the more you study, the more you forget, the more you forget, the less you learn, so why study in the first place? haha she is epic with her signs ans symptoms of suicidal students due to eoy stress... i want to be one of them.... just letting go of everything to enjoy.. i dun want to go through this every year... i srsly dun want to... pls stop this reality from happened and let me go back to the paradise i wish to be in, land _______.
-wtf, stfu about this... i dun want to care how you feel, i just want to be happy with you.








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08 JAN 96
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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...


Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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