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Friday, September 10, 2010

my life is srsly screwed... and i think im cursed forever and its rubbing on my family... 2day smth srsly stupid happened. i shall not say here, so yea... it made me super scared now and dunno wad to do... why are there such people in the world? wad have we done to u ppl that you have to treat us like this? you are a freakin idiot... so pls just stop doing it.. thks.. not exactly in a mood to blog now.. so yea, gonna keep it short..

2day was actually damn depressing.. i have no one to actually 'talk' to and not much happened, super boring day, with unbelievable event happening, which made me tio shock after it... pls try to make it better, whats the point of making my life miserable? do you enjoy this? like wtf -.-

i srsly want to cry 2day... its already 11+ in the night and nothing... nothing... i feel very lost today, very clueless, with nothing and no one to guide me through it... im scared and i feel like i have lost a very important part of me 2day... maybe its caz until now, you havent exactly talked to me... i have lost the feeling to enjoy... lost the feeling to love, lost it.. it might just be one day, but i feel empty, i need to talk to you, but i think we are pulling apart, i dun want this to be happening. and actually i felt that my heart broke yesterday with just that sentence... im sorry...i didnt mean it... i just had to... i just feel weird doing that... sry...... pls dun slap me... although i need it... ok slap me... i feel broken and empty.. pls talk to me ._. T.T i need you..... haiz... pls, i dun want to lose tt feeling, i want to feel happy again... and i think you are the reason that is making me happy... pls dun make it lose wads most important to me now.. T.T

-well, i will just have to wait, no turning back...

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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

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try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
~~3.6 for eoys, at least triple science~~
~~dactyl chalet (screw or good)~~ well, i have my own viewpoints...
~~Accomplish my dreams~~ didnt happen, never would
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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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