Saturday, September 4, 2010
err... hi didnt exactly post yesterday caz was not in the mood lor... then like was ranting about something.. which made me feel emo, so i didnt want to post... so here goes...
normal day, normal everything,then had rt... fun and gl i guess... first was fd, quite ok.. didnt actually accomplish much, kena scolded, normal... then sgts start to gl... yea... then photo-taking was epic caz i got sized until in btw jia rong and suhan... super super epic caz they were crapping like shit... then jia rong's nametag broke so he was wearing some std 1s' nametag, then one post me and suhan pointing to his nametag... EPIC TTM... then was pt, WHICH ROXS (: ran 5 rounds plus a lot of bxs... super super fun, cheered then i think i lost my voice for 1hr.. caz after pt i couldnt exactly talk properly, then could after last parade... HAHA, i zao xia like shit, like more than 10 times? luckily yifei covered for me like shit.. haha. i also screwed up cheer and everything.. yea i fail... need to practise lerh... then after rt, nth much... mug mug mug. end of boring life...
" i know you all dun like to be compared..." "do you know that they are shouting louder than you all?" if you know we dun like it then why compare, it just make us demoralised and dun wan to do much... it just breaks my heart hearing that... compare compare... wts is this.. come lar, compare lor... demoralise us, step on us, treat us this way... its just a matter of time...
DAY 25- the person you know that is going through the worst of times
hey, i know you are going through the worst of times now, so just hang in thr ok (: i'll always be behind you, supporting you all the way, trying me best to do wadever i can do to help you go through these tough times :D hang in thr!! JIAYOU!! so imba and zai! you can do it (: its the last stretch lerh!! run it free, run it far and you will be able to go a long way in life :D JIAYOU!!
DAY 26- the last person you made a pinky promise to
i guess, i made a pinky promise to myself, to give up when its time as its the strongest thing to do to let go of smth very important and to do what's right... trying not to emo so much and to focus on the present and not the dark past that i would never want to go back to... thats it i guess, promises always get broken so easily, so why promise? it will just break ur heart when the promise gets broken... so why promise? its just a waste of time....
- demoralised just after one sentence, why compare? whats the point? to break our hearts? that the reason i guess...
