i fail, everything i do fails, then why should i bother doing? i make ppl piss, i make ppl sad, i cause problems in people's life, so why bother living? crying to sleep is not the best way to solve this..., thinking, "are you going to be ok?", "if this carries on, do i still have the strength to carry on in this crude world?" i rather die now... i fail at everything, causing harm to people, so why should i carry on in this world when i am just a nuisance? why... nothing is boosting me to continue living in this world.... sry... i didnt mean it, i didnt know i was causing so much pain and suffering to you... pls give me a second chance, i will try to do my best and not disappoint you again.. i have let you down a lot of times, i have disappointed uncountable times, caused pain and suffering to you multiple times... can you just give me a second chance? im willing to change for you, im sick of crying to sleep, im sick of crying because of the same matters, i dont want this to continue on... i want change... mostly importantly, i want to change for you... sry for causing you so much pain and suffering. Although those 4 lines broke my heart and tears instantly came out, i dont blame you, i blame myself for being so stubborn and stupid, i blame myself from not knowing.. i blame myself... changing for the better, changing for you would be better than crying to sleep... i'll try, pls give me a second chance so i can show you how much i can do for you, so i can patch up all the pain and suffering i have caused you... im sry T.T pls forgive me... dun leave me now... i rather die...

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i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

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I will jump off the cliff;
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I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
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