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Saturday, September 18, 2010

haiz... life is ya screwed so yea.. this week was boring too... remember getting back history paper then got super depressed,then 'cried', sry joycelyn for making u worry ._. then when mr chin was epicly teaching utility as usual using a fire extinguisher example, with wad i use fire extinguisher make the whole classroom with foam and with epic sources... didnt really had the mood to listen lerh, then was trying to control... still want to take history for year 3... i asked him, how, and he just said, follow yr interest, so its history 100% all the way.....only other thing i remembered was staying back with yifei and angelina planning dactyl chalet, getting quite high, thinking about jnco, snco, aid and now pop (these are code words to events in our chalet fyi) haha :D, then realised went home with angelina for 2 days straight... O.O, random... then friday was lantern festival... super random, ran 6 rounds with sgt jc before that, angelina cane support, yifei say no time.. so yea, lim jia rong was thr and got kena gled... thks =.=, then after tt went home with angelina... LOL... then 2day went to see sgt peter in the hospital... super epic lar... got lost for 45mins,then i was smsing her, then she called wanted to come find us. HAHAHA, guess we were super blur ppl... then walked many super lot of florists, then got wad cross the road, then we all jaywalked, then nic stuck at the other side... then we had to cross another road, but too many cars, but we see the hospital sign opposite... but we had to walk down to find the pedestrain crossing, then we had to pass a 'forest' then there was quite steep slopes? and like a 'deep' canel like thing... super epic, angelina scared to cross O.O, then reached the road thr, realised there was no pedestrian crossing and that was just one part where the cars stop... so when the cars stopped, we faster 'jaywalked' through. then cannot find the sign, walk walk walk, found the sign, followed and got thr... 45 mins (Y), reached there at about 2.45pm... super fail and epic, then went in and talk lor... then we wanted to give him to card, then trevor was like errr, marilyn, angelina and i need to go to the toilet, then he went out, then sgt peter was like the toilet here wad.. then trevor was like go outside one... then one by one we 'go toilet' then super funny. then trevor 'dropped' the card on the floor, then he was like ehhh wads this? SUPER FUNNY. like srsly :D, and found out that nic is shooting and loves hand sanitiser and half of his head's hair is growing faster than the other side... HAHA (Y) then some 3L ppl came and talked to him.. then we were like errr... then after a while we felt weird -.- so we left lor, i was just on time for jnco, like on the dot... haha (: epic ttm, squadmates roxs :D

std 2s ftw, onward, forward, upward!

but sometimes in the midst of all these memories... and these happiness, there is always one person that is always there i guess, always holding your back, caring for you... i srsly appreciated the effort today, although it did not happen, i felt the warmth, i felt that you cared... although it was pretty cold at first, quite dao-ing at first, but you cared... i think u do this to everyone... so why am i getting so happy over this? maybe caz i felt this was not wad someone normal could have done.. it takes courage... although i dun feel that warmth everyday... feeling it once in a while is srsly very heart-warming... it helps to pull me through the eoys periods and how i am wishing or eoeoys... its like we are already planning for smth that is not here yet, but yet we are so excited over it... its not because of her ok -.-, maybe i felt like planning smth special for her and maybe thats why im extra excited... but thats not the point.. i want to feel that love from the house again.. i want to be bonded as ever, i want to make my house proud of this, make them enjoy themselves... but why izzit so complicated? but nvm, screwing up is a part of life and a good experience... we need to fail to succeed in life and smth too planned out will also not be fun, so let the wind blow in whichever direction it wants to and lets just try our best to do this for the house, and for you :D dactyl std 2s planning commitee JYS (:

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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
~~3.6 for eoys, at least triple science~~
~~dactyl chalet (screw or good)~~ well, i have my own viewpoints...
~~Accomplish my dreams~~ didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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