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Saturday, September 11, 2010

i find no point in appearing online anymore, so dun be surprised to see me offline forever... only maybe after i get back that feeling of what i want to feel, and after i find out all the reasons and answers to my screwed up life, then i will appear online... or maybe just to please ppl.. i dunno... is that a good reason? i dunno... im too screwed to think of anything... theres only one thing that is inspiring me right now and i guess its my wallpaper. i look at it and i feel that i should strive better and not give up, just for the meaning of my wallpaper... edited it btw... had to delete a lot of icons to not block anything, but it was all worth it.. this is the only thing that makes me want to breathe now... thks wallpaper, ily

well, another boring day, another stupid f-ing day in my f-ing life... wad more to ask for? and once again 11.11 have broke my heart and i guess i made a wrong decision to come online... why do i even bother caring, like no one cares anymore.. so why should i? extra only lor... hope a 1.11 convo will happen 2day... back to mugging smth, oh wait, do i care anymore? no -.- closing this window is nice, caz at least i can see my motivation again and continue to mug... well, emo-ing has to stop, i have to try to wake up, slap myself awake... stop emoing, its not going to be good for you at all.... can u pls stop emoing? like i can help it... a time-machine would be good now, going back into the past, kill the person who started to emo and created the word emo, go back to the present and smile over everything... smile over any stupid thing that happens, stop getting gled or tekaned by stupid ppl in my life and just smile... thats what i want... but yet im not getting wad i want... so how? emo over it lor... i dun want to, but can i resist? its hard. i having been emoing over you for the past two days i guess... but 2day, im trying my best not to, i noe im crazy... but what can i do? this is earth, not what i want it to be... -u noe where- land... and once again im not going to say here, caz i will get tekaned of it... so yea -.- drafting it i guess..

- no on ever understands me anymore... then why should i care? maybe caz of u....

Why bother?

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Does my name matter anymore?
if you really want to know, Diane Lim
or indiane or sk2 or die-any
08 JAN 96
~~SACPS~~ DHS 2ECRU`10
3 EXPLOSIVE ELF
[D]HSJAB STANDARD THREES`11
[D]ACTYL
i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
~~3.6 for eoys, at least triple science~~
~~dactyl chalet (screw or good)~~ well, i have my own viewpoints...
~~Accomplish my dreams~~ didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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