just realised that my blog is dead so i shall psot to wste time and since i dun want to move... ok totally dun want to mug, science marks like wth =.= got gled obviousely. and yay my life freakin suxs, then caz of stupid f-ing -u noe wad- this week, missed another squad epic mugging session.. but managed to run 2.4 near my house. my life suxs, want to do the things i want to do, then also cannot enjoy caz of smth i dun freakin care about... yea life suxs... worse is same thing next week... wtf is this... i hate this, i hate all of you. why does this have to happen to me? i dun freakin have time for anything now caz of -u noe wad- or how nic describes it as "period exercises" or how gl ppl call it "jnco" so yea -.- this freakin suxs, not gonna post long caz dun think have time... so yea... totally forgot about walkathon card, current balance in card: $0. i rox. ok, i need to start muggin like srsly and stop writing this shit... shit myself.. i hate myself too... why do you have to leave me? i feel empty now, u dun care anymore... u dun give a damn anymore... and this is hurting me srsly in the heart. when u just said that line, my heart shattered and yea... why do you have to do this? i srsly just want to be with you, spend time, but you dun seem to care anymore.. im sad, im lost, pls guide me and stop this cold thing... im srsly getting frightened without ur help. i even think i will fail eoys without ur guidance to pull me through or the moral support to help me overcome this... you dun care, but i do... pls dun break my heart again.. i dun want this to happen again... i need you, ily, so pls dun just leave me in a corner... hope ur reading this, but dun think u give a damn about me anymore, so nvm... let me rot, pretend i nvr existed.. maybe u will feel better and i'll do my best, pursue my dream and make you proud on the inside... i dun want you to do this, yet i want to make you proud. i want you to at least notice my existence... i feel lost and emo now... caz you dun seem to care.

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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

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try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
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Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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I will jump off the cliff;
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I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

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