this week killed, everyday is just mug lor, but i slacked off quite a bit, and who cares, caz i dun give a damn anymore about life... didnt run much in sch these days, caz no one to run with me... mostly stayed back with squad and epic bus rides home with squadmates always cheer me up (: so maybe, its just them that pushes me to go through these 12 days left...... im hurt, im lost, please talk to me... just a word of 'hello' can do too, pls dun dao me... this is hurting me like mad and making me no mood to study lerh... we are both here, so why dun you ._. everytime its me and im feeling stupid about this... im getting the feeling that you dun want to... but yet i want to ._. so how lerh? should i resist? my mouse is hovering around that same place, thinking whether i should press it or not... i should, i should not... i dunno... usually you would tell me the answer, you would lead me to the correct path... you would support me in whichever decision i make.. i srsly dunno wad to do without you... eoys in 12 days... la fail how? demoted lor.... i dunno... i shall smove, I WILL PASS AND GET TO YEAR 3 (:, ok that was dumb, because i still fell hurt about everything that have happened... history gg, geog even more gg, wah science dun need say lerh, chinese best, maths papers a lot dunno how do... no one to consult.... consultations in groups nvr will work for me... i need individual times to learn... but why dont u get it? stop gling me about this... i noe this is a bad thing... i noe i should not be thinking of it... but i am... i dun want to lose you... ok fine... im jealous of them, i want to be one of them, but what can i do? life is unfair and i just have to face that fact, the most i can do for you is to put in my best effort and try to help plan the best one ever for you to enjoy, although you might not be there beside me 24/7, i can just secretly go to a corner and cry over it and get over that life suxs, you wont care anyway caz you will too busy not bothering... i felt like the love just stopped... but i want to feel it again.... i can feel the difference since, the lack of smiley faces, the way you treat them and how you treat me.. i can feel it... well, you can say its bias, but i say its just that you dont want to care about me anymore... if you are reading this... i hope you can say hi, instead of me being the foolish one... i noe life suxs, and i wish i can just drop into a black hole now, leaving all of this behind and sometimes its just strong to let everything go... i wish it was raining now, so that i can walk in the rain and no one can see my tears... im sick of trying, i dun want to cry over you anymore... but yet i cannot do anything about it... pls let me feel that love again and i srsly like you, so pls dun ruin this... LOL, shall sidetrack, exam on wednesday, maybe not going sch, maybe coming at 1+, depends if i want to see you... wish me luck... bye

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i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

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