101, sianness... shall not post that emo part that i typed 2 times yesterday that didnt want to come out i dunno why... rawr... so yea, life srsly suxs lar, even though someone can have dreams, they are always impossible to achieve.. i have 2 now, the previous one still lingering and another one inspired to get this one right.. but its just to be tough, its not going to be as easy as it seems, and im just going to try my best to achieve it... its impossible, its hard, but if i achieve both, then maybe i would be seen differently, not as shitty, not as stupid... and maybe you would finally be able to proud of me... i dun need that, but sometimes, its just heart-breaking how i always disappoint you so much, how much i make you sad... so try to achieve that, sometimes by doing this, i would hinder their learning process again, i would cause disturbance and make pull everybody down.. so why should i do such a thing? doing a good job would make you proud, but yet doing a sucky job would make everyone hate me... so i shall not... i should not.. and anyway i cannot... so whats the point of trying? let human nature go the way it wants... and another thing strikes me, dactyl chalet... proposals, plans, stuff... everything... omg, its going to be stressful after that, in charge of making all those technical stuff, once i fail, gg lor ._., trying my best to be able to do a good job on it... i might not be professional at it, but i hope i i put in my best effort, and although the product can be lame and unappealing, at least i tried my best, and put in my best effort... hope they can understand... getting it done on time is another problem... so just trying my best, sry planning comm if im srsly letting you guys down and slacking like shit for planning-wise, sry for being such a idiot... but yeah, this can be done with some motivation, this can be accomplished, even though 24/7 how i wished we could be side by side, hope i wish we could spend more time together, but no way, its a wish for a reason, and im hoping it would come true... but yea fat hope i guess... being them would be good, jealously kills, love hurts, they should know how fortunate they are now, 8 months... 8 months left, treasure these 8 months and see if my dreams would come true i guess.... hoping we can spend like a while to have heart to heart talks during that period of time... its not a long period of time, yet so much can be accomplished during that time... i need you to push me through these days... 5 more days, i dun care how much to eoeoys... caz all i think of now is you and all i want to think of now is how to please you during and how to destress... thks and bye... i want to make you proud, i want to achieve those dreams.. but impossible is impossible.. at least im not showing suicidal symptoms.... thats a good sign....

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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

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Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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I never could`ve seen this far
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It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
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I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

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