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Friday, October 29, 2010

2day was emo? last day of sch, tkb spoil atmosphere... who wants to know if you are 1 or 2 -.- then everyone laughing, win liao lor... i was actually expecting to cry, i was expecting the bond to be closer, i expected everyone to be emo? and i thought 2 years was enough to create great bonds, enough to at least be sad to separate... but sry nothing, there was nothing... sry for having normal expectations, but our class is just hopeless i guess... maybe you guys are sweet lar, with the notes and everything, but why do you all still look so unbothered....why? why is that other classes can bond so much over the past 2 years, and our class is still not that... class chalet soon, 4D3N, i have sj on 3D, forcing myself to go for the one day available so at least i can interact with the class i guess... but yup, not a lot is going i guess, so how? i dont give a damn anymore, im bringing my labtop, camp in chalet and play pokemon, yes my life is that boring, unless there is mahjong, then yup thats totally a whole different ball game...but yup sometimes you amaze me on how is it possible to make someone emo like that, its just 36 people dumped together, why cry? how i know... but yup i didnt... great...

but do they care anymore? nope just like how other people can break your heart. and yet you feel pity for that person who broke your heart

you dont have a clue what it is to be like to be next to you... how warm it feels, how great i feel... dun leave me so soon D: i dont want to say bye so soon... wad if you didnt get what you want... everything is a learning experience right, we learn from our mistakes, dont go back to history, improve and just carry on in life, not get grounded and just like that 2 months byebye ok ._. ehhh, dont make me knock sense into you ok ><> and one day, i realised, i was surprised to see myself smiling at the thought of caring for you who used to just be a ordinary person to me before, but you changed a lot but now im sad, caz i just cant go on like this without anything... 2 months is a long time. and sometimes it just suxs to be ignored by the only person that means the world to me.. caz not everything is meant to be, but everything is worth a try, trying is not having everything, it is enjoying what's meant to try... so just go away, leave my life before i leave yrs, ok great, nvr keep in contact and yup, maybe your life would be better, that is just an excuse i guess. dont blame you, i sux anyway so yup.... we will go on our separate ways and hoping we will meet soon... >_<> srsly dont want this to happen so ok ._.

but srsly? dun lerh D: i very emo liao lar... tell me dont emo, give me xin li da ji, want me die izzit -.- emo can kill ok, u never know... dun leave, dont go, dont even leave my side, i need you very badly and i wouldnt be able to go on like this lar, i cant, i am weak lar, dun just break my weak heart, its fragile ok ._. sian ness lar, 2moro is jnco course day, i srsly dunno wad to say, so yup, go or dun go... obv go... die or dont die... depends, i shall try to stop emoing... and smile? ok bye hope i survive... prepare for long post thr then... going to polish my boots before seniors gl 2moro... maybe the only time for a lost post would be after jnco... 51 more days, keep on wating...

// by the way, im still wearing the smile you gave me...

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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
~~3.6 for eoys, at least triple science~~
~~dactyl chalet (screw or good)~~ well, i have my own viewpoints...
~~Accomplish my dreams~~ didnt happen, never would
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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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