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Cause I don't give a damn anymore
Friday, October 1, 2010

yay 100th post... ok so i hate you so please go away and stop screwing up mime, get ur own f-ing life... get out of mine now before i burst into tears.... i cannot take so much stress.. having a f-ing headache now and freakin dunno why... super unproductive everyday... wanted to mug, but yea failed... went for consultation, then a while of interclass training... then ran 6 rounds with sgt jc. super fail 2day, 14.40... stamina like shit now... and i've been running -.- super dead and tired 2day, legs dun like me lor... what can i do? detach them? stupid ar? shall try to run the days before eoys and maybe just spare 15mins everyday during eoys period and run after sch to destress.. like srsly, running is the only way for me to feel shuang now, but need motivation lor ._. very weird to run with class guys playing soccer there -.-, like going around them... LOL... then it was back to consultation... ms poh= epic.... the cmi group hahaha... super stressed caz like everyone is mugging like hell and i feel super unprepared... trying to get as much consultation, especially for history, geog, la, maths and science... pls note u dun see the subject chinese here... science my physics and chem srsly can gg lar.. still cannot balance equations.. no time lerh... still cannot count for forces and moments... gg lor -.- should i.... i think i should... but i dun feel like it, caz it would just turn to a mass gling session and i wun learn i guess... but yea, what to do, what to do? fail meh? no wad... just try my luck? ROAR... im wasting my time posting caz the headache is srsly damn pain... but its going away soon i think... went home with angelina and 2 freaking epic people.. LOL AFTER EOYS MUST TEACH ME HOW U FIX IN 20 SECS! AHHHH... must beat kody before this year, MY YEAR 2 GOAL TO ACCOMPLISH, got so much things to do after exams i guess... dactyl lunch, dactyl picnic(?), dactyl chalet :D, dactyl stuff, (shall not elaborate, later got ppl stalk), errrr... omg, jnco course day on 30th... gg lerh
wtf srsly, i typed the back emo part for hlaf hour, tio wiped out, type again wiped out again.. im freaking pissed now with my f-ing headache, post 2moro...
- i want to achieve it to make you proud, to make you feel that maybe im not as useless and shitty as you think i am... i want to make you proud... achieving both dreams might do so... but its impossible.. so i shall try my best and make you maintain a smile even after you pass out... although i would cry, but thats not the point here...








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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...


Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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