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maths was errr ok? camped a while in 3S again with epicness of camping at 158 busstop then seeing the bus, not taking it and going back to sch to find nic and jia rong... (Y), squadmates ftw (: another paper done, another paper left... and now after all this brain dead and less sleep and everything, i dun actually feel that eoys have started, come to think its coming to an end... and sometimes i wished it never ended and life could just go on like this... i dun mind caz at least we dont have to think of other things, totally oblivious to the surroundings and sometimes more care and concern given by the other parties.. yeah, great times... but its coming to an end, and now the problem is during eoys, i keep thinking that i have 101 things to do after eoys and now im feeling damn empty, mind in a blank to think of what to do right after eoys caz i guess it just doesnt feel the same anymore, i think i lost the feeling of love, my feelings and everything, so i shall mug after eoys for fun, or maybe to pursue my dreams, great wadever, i dun care anymore...
coming to think of eoys, that means the year is ending... everything done in the year just passes by so quickly, with no time to even sit down for a while and enjoy the clouds, well i did that today.. lame but yeah, felt great... last few times with 2E 10' but sometimes i just dont give a damn, caz we are -.-, yup, and its like a new beginning i guess and with jnco waiting for us, its hard to stop thinking about sj, hard to stop thinking about everything except for science i guess.. srsly dun want to mug, but i want my A+ D: sian, i hate this, yet i dont want it to end, caz maybe during this period i feel more cared from you i guess, you did more, u bothered to stay back to teach me, you did so much more and i feel more cared for so i wont want to cry in a corner caz at least someone cares, and im not the little speck of dust in yr life anymore, thks a lot (:
and sometimes i just need that slap, and sometimes that hug from u D:, life is empty without you. just a few more months left, pls treasure these moments caz its not a long time... yup, so pls dun be a f-ing idiot and say such things, u dunno how to appreciate this, you dont know how to make use of this great opportunity but just thinks of the bad points of this, then stfu -.- im sick of listening to you talk about this... its lame and guailan.... srsly, dunno how treasure, then dun come talk... but thinking back to this, sometimes i wish i could just drop dead, sometimes u wished i could just fall and maybe i would feel better after that, failing is a part of life i guess, just have to stand strong and try to fight this alone... maybe i would learn how to pick myself up from all this crap. but sometimes i just want to stay strong, and persevere through this piece of shit... lets just say, jnco in 2 months? flag day is soon, and what is most soon is dactyl chalet, its seems that no one gives a crap about it and many are unable to make it, then whats the point of having such a event? most cannot make it, then bond what shit, bond with air ar? hope you guys can try persuading ur parents... wont be fun with so little ppl ._. and yup now totally dread dactyl events, but i also dunno why, maybe caz its jealousely, or maybe the existence of people that cause me to find no point of going anymore... like srsly, dactyl stuff dunno why, but to me just doesnt feel the same anymore... and if you ask me the reason, i srsly dunno, just doesnt feel like how i want to to be, and a lot of things that is done is also not what i expected i guess... out of this world? erm... yeah ._. and sometimes i expect too much out of it, i get disappointed and my heart breaks when it doesnt happen... this is why im such a loser... caz i sux and fail in life...
uh huh... life is just never the same, just wishing i could go back to being a year 1 and stay there forever, not looking forward to anything now, not even chalet, not even eoeoys, which is like tomorrow, just looking forward to the day i can return to be a year 1 and relive those days... my heart feels broken, and it can never be patched up again, its cold and lonely and nothing can be done... caz i fail in life... 3.6 my foot, as if lor -.- go away, i hate this... i hate my life, caz its heart-breaking and stupid... i want my life back and maybe u r the only one who can bring it back for me...
now to go to pri-sch class blog to search for random names for card ._.
//我不需要自由 只想背着他的梦,一步步向前走 他给永远不重
