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Cause I don't give a damn anymore
Thursday, October 14, 2010

nothing will ever cure this broken heart... nothing... emoing doesnt work anymore, im just stuck in my own fantasy, trapped with no way out. nothing seems to be going the way i planned, nothing is good.... feels like when someone just takes a knife and stabs you with it, yup blood flowing out, with no one to care for you, but leaving you thr to die slowly, enduring the pain, no one to support... thats my own fantasy, where everything was perfect... but nope, this is the f-ing reality, where everyone hates you. hiding emoness hurts, it just hurts deeply, and i shall now diagnose myself for overexcessive emo. signs and symptoms: suckiness, not able to focus, sudden urge to reach for the penknife and temptation to cry for no reason... this suxs, i srsly dont exactly want eoys to end... i srsly cannot take the aftereffects of it, not getting back results, but everything else apart from that... i dont exactly care anymore.. so go away life, keep on running away life, be happy with me, leaving me soul-less and life-less.. fine, like i care anymore.. nope i dun... diane lim is not going to care, caz she gonna emo after eoys, yes totally change to a emo kia after eoys... yup great ok bye go away...

// this fantasy is ending, we have to face reality again.... theres no way out but to think of you...

cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving








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Does my name matter anymore?
if you really want to know, Diane Lim
or indiane or sk2 or die-any
08 JAN 96
SACPS DHS 2ECRU`10
3 EXPLOSIVE ELF
[D]HSJAB STANDARD THREES`11
[D]ACTYL
i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...


Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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