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Cause I don't give a damn anymore
Monday, October 18, 2010

err... hi -.- 2day was stoning shit...went to sch for interclass, rotted thr... great, love to rot yup, rotting roxs and ran 3 rounds... stamina dropped like shit, like srsly shit -.- i wasnted 4 ronuds, but ater 3 i died... and usually my 2.4 is 4th round start to die -.- great man, everyday must train lerh.... then went with zihan and joy to eat lunch and home... then went home, errr... talked crap since i was semi conscious... then played pokemon... then watched tv and read a bit, then errr, dinner, then was playing pokemon then suddenly damn tired then bu zhi jue, fell onto the bed and fell asleep and one hour later i jumped up -.- great man... now spamming choc and bathe in like damn cold water to keep myself awake to at least 12+ or at least when you come back... oh haha, its 10.12 already and i left this window open... and ur back xD great!

2day's interclass was errr -.- hoep jovan gets well soon (: so kanchiong tsk tsk, see lar now liddat... get well and stop poking it! :D haha, i dunno lor, nothing much to emo about now... was happy with poke-mon, that i totally forgot the meaning of emo? is that good o.o, i want it to come back lerh D: but somehow the song tonight always gets me in that mood i guess... want to rant about a lot of things about sj here, but yeah, i siao ar? seniors stalking siol..... keep it to somewhere else xD *hinthint* shhhh... omg, im getting lamer and lamer by the minute -.- ok starting to have no mood to blog lerh... shit....

maybe i wanted to blog about sj, but no way man.. talk to you 2moro bah... im tired D:
squadmates, maybe the only motivation to go for rts and mug for fa...managed to finish pcw diagnosis 2day (: HAPPY!! but then how long can this motivation go on? through jnco? through instructor-hood? i dunno, the question still remains... my life is trapped in this continuous cycle... dread for rts, go for rts, screw during rts, have fun after rts, then dread for the next rt... great man, im living in constant fear of rts, and the only time i can not be burdened by all of this would be err.. right after rts? just that 2-3hours in my life.... and 30 oct... not rt anymore, even more hiong than rts, but what to do? why did i even join sj in the 1st place? i dunno actually... thought i would be happy and it could change my life, my mindset about things and maybe my attitude towards life... but guess that went down the drain... but i guess through all this, i still learnt smth, but until now, im still combing the vast sea to find the answer to that question... caz i nvr seem to know the true meanings of rt....

// what if those motivations just suddenly disappear? what would i be then?

ARGH MISSED 11.11, SRY FOR BEING SCREWED SQUAD AND DACTYL D: STUPID BLOGGER D:

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

//take every step in life with care, no regrets in life caz theres no turning back...








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Does my name matter anymore?
if you really want to know, Diane Lim
or indiane or sk2 or die-any
08 JAN 96
SACPS DHS 2ECRU`10
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[D]HSJAB STANDARD THREES`11
[D]ACTYL
i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...


Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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