geog is screwed i guess, yup every paper is screwed... then epicness after paper with camping in 3S again, laughing epicly at everyone who walk past and then camp at track and then going home with angelina, jia rong and nic.. win lor, now im in a dilemma, and i dunno wad to do, i dunno if they are gling me or not, but i just hope it does not rain today... thats all im hoping for, the sky to be forever blue o.O, omg, look at the influence of nic to me =.=

do whats right, dont hold back, sometimes i just want to do more, ending up hitting myself in the face, im losing everything, but sometimes these are just past faded memories that will never return and as much as i hate this, its coming back, i want to hold you back so tight, i srsly want to explode now... i want to cry, i srsly need a hug now D: i feel lonely alone with no one cared about a damn in life, i dont want this opportunity at all if you guys are not in it... whats the point to be lonely there, and missing rts? rather drop out -.-, so dun gl lerh lar, tell me lerhh... im srsly damn scared D: dun want to face this alone, dun want to go through this one person... need help ._. thks guys for pei-ing wo (: ok back to crying, back to waiting for that hug i srsly need to comfort myself about how screwed my life is and how much screwier it can get... f off, this is my life, i want to control it and im going to spend eoeoys mugging, i dont care, this is what you do to achieve what you want, just try... im trying >.<> but i just cant... no confidence, restraining myself... and why? caz i sux and i fail, bye...