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Tuesday, October 12, 2010

history paper was ok? i screwed up time allocation like shit -__-, essay- 35mins, inference-10mins, comparison-20mins, reliability-20mins, drawing conclusion-20mins... ok srsly screwed, but yeah finished with 3 mins to spare and think through my points, hope can score for this ._. 2am lerh.... 1st time for a test... chinese paper 1 was ok, but yeah paper 2 was f-ing screwed caz it was -ing hard, i just crapped out answers and be happy with them... la paper... errrr, never felt good after a la paper, nvr will... but why did i have to write about my dream for the chinese essay, my heart was breaking... its weak, why do i have to stab myself in the chest.... i hate myself...

screwed up world, from now on i shall maybe refrain my self from using f-ed up... yup, gonna change, yesterday was srsly a turnover i guess.... i learnt, you dun get what im doing, you get pissed, im sorry... the vicious cycle goes on, srsly dunno wad to say... yup think for the eoy period, for hist, slept at 2, for geog it will be 2, maths prefably 1... and science back to 2 i guess... and WIN!! sian, sometimes in all this rush of mugging, i dun noe why but i dun want eoys to end so soon... i feel less emo with eoys? especially in this mad rush that i dun have time to stop and think of how screwed my life is i guess... but there are also bad points, like how i am going to emo and the other side of me now, caz i did smth, smth i shouldnt do... smth i couldnt do, smth i nvr want to do again... i have a feeling i crushed her heart, i disobeyed her and this is just not working out... im sorry, i know sorries will nvr work again but yeah, i srsly need to sleep at 2 to mug... thats smth i cant control i guess... i srsly a f-ed up person, im sorry you ever met this person in this world, i know you hate me, i'll leave silently, i would leave without a trace, i love you... bye

-leave without a trace, no one would care, now you wont to, caz you hate me....

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Does my name matter anymore?
if you really want to know, Diane Lim
or indiane or sk2 or die-any
08 JAN 96
~~SACPS~~ DHS 2ECRU`10
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[D]HSJAB STANDARD THREES`11
[D]ACTYL
i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...

Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
~~3.6 for eoys, at least triple science~~
~~dactyl chalet (screw or good)~~ well, i have my own viewpoints...
~~Accomplish my dreams~~ didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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