Thursday, October 7, 2010
How was the negro community portrayed in "To kill a mockingbird"? WHO CARES (:
*throws f-ing tkam and mov in fire*YAY :D super happy that 1/4 papers done lerh... this is just the beginning, but yet it feels like the end... im so not going to study for chinese, studying physics now, i rox.... and maybe playing pocket frogs... why staying back 2moro ar, who want camp track with me? another free suntan i guess... whee~~ already throwing away lots of year 2 stuff, which i guess saw that there was the existence of a maths, geog, hist and science textbook... wow, never thought they existed... now i noe they do, great man, more muggin materials to kill myself, just great... just great... f-ed up place... so yea before ranting i shall continue with my post... errr, got interclass jersey 2day, so sad my number is 11 ._. caz the 11 person return me my number then the person help me change... my 49 T.T sianz... then went to eat lunch in sch with injiarong, yan ze, jun hern and dj, then took 158 home with them and angelina... SRY ANGELINA FOR MAKING U WAIT T.T... blame the dim-sum dollies with perv bus driver...... -__-, ok that was srsly epic lar... HAHA... and then yup thats it i guess...
sometimes when i try my best to do smth, i might fail, but yet i still try... aiming for 3.6, then i will go steal the moon for yifei with my yellow minons, so if one day you dun see the moon, you know why.... i want my triple science T.T... damn hard!! damn stressed,dunno why, but maybe a talk would be good, but yea, ur busy too, no choice, hiff... but life now suxs, but its gonna rox soon, but until this point im still dreading it,so yeah ._., gonna chiong the technical stuff after that,or maybe the planning ._., dunno lar, now eoys,like too many things to do after eoys... ehhh kai seng!! must teach me fix cube under 30secs :D then can tio own kody before year 2 srsly ends!! YAY (:, ok that was just -__-... so yup, life suxs now, eoy stress coming in and sometimes its not myself giving me the stress, others are, and they are making me feel damn zibei, like im slacking like shit ._. haiz...life still have to go on... we still have to face reality... dactyl chalet here i come, im actually dreading you so yeah go away pls, i nvr want to hear of you again.... or maybe when i gain the confidence to conquer to, when i am not scared to fail and get hated, when i am not afraid to fight my own battles.. im sorry yifei ._. everything is just coming back to me, like srsly... u need to give me that lecture again after eoys... and slap me will you.... f-ing screwed u, gl kia cannot take it anymore,i just dont have that sense of confidence in myself, just hope i can get through it, and that dreaded thing and still be able to show my face in society, or maybe when im planning, i wun dread it...yeah, time still goes on, let time do its thing and pls,i dun want to dread it, but my heart is...i want to enjoy it, thks ._. screwing it up would be something i am capable of, making everyone sad and bored is something i can achieve, but why cant i avoid all these from happening? why? caz i fail in life? caz i sux? maybe its just that i have no confidence in myself.... i just cant seem to find that confidence in me, not at all... what to do? how i noe, i have no confidence to type what i am thinking anw... well, thats just f-ing screwed, and ending off with a jiayou note for eoys that i took from dactyl blog. its not copyrighted caz i posted that post....
one day have passed, yet i feel the end is nearing, pls help us go through these times and able to end this year with a smile, not because of the results we achieve, not because we get to have eoeoys, but because we made friendships, we accomplished so much, we did our best and we conquered year 2....
heyo, eoys were 2day. theres still more to come, in this tiring journey, always remember its not the results that count, it the process, what we learnt throughout this whole year, how we have nurtured throughout our process of learning, the many new friends we made, the strong friendships we have bonded.... life is not all grade-driven, life is not all about what's our gpa, how smart we are...maybe we might be judged by ppl that way, but thats not what's life is all about, its more than just that....its so much more, maybe i feel the most important thing would still be your own well-being, character and most importantly your health, pls dun spoil ur body during eoys.. while mugging must remember to eat ._.
remember all the things you have done in class for the past 9months, everything comes down to this.... do yrself some justice, do yourself proud, strive for ur goal :D
come on, jiayou! strive to the end of this!, this is the last stretch of the year, the last examination
last goal of the year, last stretch of road to run, run it far, run it free, do ur best and never give up, at least everyone is supporting behind you (: jiayou for eoys!! we can win this battle together as one (:
