Monday, November 29, 2010
haha omg, totally nvr post for like very very very very very long lerh -.- but yeah, was too busy with my pokemon and other stuff, so yeah... dunno if i can remember what i did for the past few days -.-
friday- errrr... first went to bras basah macs to study, then ermm go raid popular... then went back to tm to find angel to discuss about 'dactyl outing', failed by a lot =.=, we already planned lerh, but yeah. plans fail.... eat lunch with her and went for squad pt... go bedok stadium, then there was me, angel, marilyn, jun hern, nic, john, jia ying, jia rong and trevor came later for dinner.... then some ran, i got run a bit ok xD at least 3 rounds! in a time of 3hours LOL, not the point xD, then squad pt turn out to be squad mass talking session cum crapping session... me and marilyn and angel were playing with play dough :D yay play dough! and watching the track and field ppl from temesak running... then play with the sand at the long jump place.... haha epic (Y), then went to bedok go eat dinner and home... random day....
sat- did nothing -.- playing pokemon.... great, oh i did one page of maths!
sun- did nothing -.- playing pokemon... great (i did not copy and paste, i retyped ok!), was supposedly collating stuff for dactyl outing and finding photos =.=, planning for dactyl outing in the afternoon... talk to angel about it... so yeah... OH YA -.- epic was after we cancelled, then me and angel started talking about pop gifts -.- caz she dont want to rush the gifts, so she started talking about what to give them... LOL WIN, we already came up with what to give dactyl std 4s 2011 lerh... HAHA, damn win :D (MASHED POTATO :D) as if =.=, go buy one for sgt jc only lar... then after that we started talking about planning for cny and what games to play =.= omg super fantasizing -.-, haha but quite cool :D, then LOL we started talking about flag day... i want flag day :D MEANS JNCO OVER :D she don't want =.= siao siao one... then ermm we started talking about positive and negative stuff -.- i dunno, going crazy ttm... and i lvoe my dashboard to the max now :D SUPER CHIO :D ok not chio -.- cute lar -.- haha win (Y)
monday so far - did nothing -.- playing pokemon.... supposedly dactyl outing ._. cancelled caz of reasons ): haiz ._. sadded... and i shall go do maths later =.= when i want to! haha go stare at my chio dashboard and be happy about it :D ok back to my pokemon and MAYBE ONLY hw =.=
i guess someday i'll realize how much i care about her and how amazing she really is, and when that day comes, she'll be walking with the guy who already knew, who found out a long time before i did... and by then crying wont work anymore... but yeah. sometimes it's better to be clueless about whats happening around you, rather than knowing every bit of information that silently kills you...caz deep into that darkness peering, long i stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming of dreams no one ever dared to dream before... something i dreamt of... i nvr want it to happen, so i shall just keep silent about it...
//i'll wait for you, even if it kills...
