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Cause I don't give a damn anymore
Sunday, November 7, 2010

haiz... wanna say sry to squad and dactyl first for no 11.11 last night ._. had fever D: so went sleep damn early ._. sry >.<> ok for errr the day? i dunno -.- woke up, stoned, couldnt do much due to f-ing headache... so srsly stoned... then went for jnco with a fever, but i didnt know until i came home and took my temperature.. LOL, then went home and just sleep lerh... then woke up, and yeah, thats my boring day... studied fa for like ermmm 10mins? then my headache come back... haha, so shall start with moi first then study fa later... dactyl chalet 2moro! dunno to be happy or sad... hmmm... question to ponder i guess... shall write that... obv not here -.-, go away man...

the worst feeling is to not know whether you should wait or give up, caz maybe thats what im feeling now... pain and not sure of what to do... and i guess i dont leave things just because its hard, i leave caz it not worth chasing anymore... lets just say, i had a dream, i thought a dream impossible to reach, a dream impossible to get and now its so close, but i blew it, just by me being afriad of how people might judge me, scared of how people might treat me and i just blew it like this... im that dumb ass, as dumb like this... blew everything just by one motion i guess.. but if there was one day we could not be together anymore... at least me in your heart and i'll stay there forever, no matter how hard the journey gets, i'll pull through, just for you... everyone says love hurts... but i realised that it was not true... lonileness hurts, rejection hurts, losing someone hurts and envy hurts even more... everything would get confused up with love, but in the end, love is the only thing in the world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel good... i'll just have to hold my head up high, try not to cry and say goodbye... caz none of this waiting is worth it again... i would never go back, never back to that dark path again, caz its full of memories, none i want to remember, none i want to go through again... caz its all a past...

guess for the past year, i've been dreaming... dreaming of being happy in your arms, being happy with you, but it was all not true... never true... it was all part of my fantasy... i would love to be dreaming 24/7.. but i guess, this is earth, and not lala land... leave, thats the easiest way out... leave...

//no matter what i do, no matter how i do things, im always thinking of you....








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or indiane or sk2 or die-any
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[D]HSJAB STANDARD THREES`11
[D]ACTYL
i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...


Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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