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Cause I don't give a damn anymore
Tuesday, November 16, 2010

haiz... 1E 2E 3E 4E.. dunno lor, can say suay, can say good lor... 22 people... lol... ok lor, sian lar, dunno what to do... dunno lar D: sian-ness ._. dunno why my ankle still hurts a bit when i press it -.- so gl one... haiz... D: life sucks lar... so i found myself a emo corner in clubpenguin, there, so cute... and i kinda just ranted to myself in my igloo... lol talked to myself? luckily no one came in... i just typed and typed i guess... maybe thats how i feel, ace a wall now, cry and just talk everything out... srsly sad lar.. im always mistaken as something... but yeah, im trying my best, but no one cares i guess... and the most stupid thing to do is to stare at happy pictures, listen to a happy song, but on the inside i feel super emo i guess... and yeah, it started to make me emo about those pictures... about how imperfect some of them could be... of how they were just not what i wanted to exist in my life i guess... im sorry D:, i've disappoint you... i just didnt want to make you worry... i just didnt want to burden you anymore... but yeah, its hurting too much D: sorry D:

people keep on telling you to follow your heart, but what if you heart breaks in pieces? which piece should you follow? but yeah i should nvr give up on something i know i cannot live a day without... but how lerh... some fcuked-up people just dont get it, they just dont get how you feel, guailan you and make you feel sad... i dunno lar, they got heart not? i guess not... bunch of zombies...i dunno lar, i guess if ur too busy doing smth and not talk, i'll understand, if you're late for out meets, i'll understand, if you dont come for any meetings, i'll understand, but if you stop loving me, i guess its your turn to understand me... how hurt i feel, how sad i'll get... caz you dont care anymore, you nvr cared anymore... but sometimes the easiest things to hold on, might be the hardest things to let go.. and too much happiness at once can be frightening, caz you know its going to end... but yeah, im just not the one for you, i was never and i should stop dreaming... snap out of it... its not turning into reality...

//i just didnt want to tell you, i love you...








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i just dont have the confidence to tell you i love you...
i want to say so much to you i guess, but nothing seems to be coming out...


Things i want to accomplish

2950 pumpings
do my best for jnco
try to be more confident...(whats the point?)
3.6 for eoys, at least triple science
dactyl chalet (screw or good) well, i have my own viewpoints...
Accomplish my dreams didnt happen, never would
Stop emoing and Enjoy life (:

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If I die today, please remember me as yesterday…
I will jump off the cliff;
I will die;
I will be shattered into pieces...
But once I die, my memories will be resurrected;
They will merge to form the story of my life.

I never could`ve seen this far
I never could`ve seen this coming
It seems like my world`s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don`t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won`t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can`t let go
I just can`t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can`t find my way

I don`t know what I should do now
I don`t know where I should go
I`m still here waiting for you
I`m lost when you`re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can`t let you go
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