Wednesday, November 10, 2010
i guess after dactyl chalet i got a lot of things to write i guess... looking at it from different points of view... 2 words summary- reality hurts... i saw my life flash before my eyes and maybe i was happy to see all you, but sad caz i know you're leaving.... im falling apart, barely breathing, with a broken heart that's still beating in the pain, there is healing in your name, i find meaning.i regret a lot now... caz i couldnt give you enough reasons to stay... enough reasons to stay by my side and yup confort me through whatever now... i cant take it i guess, too much stress piling up, and its like after 3 days of not thinking of the outside world, everything just pours back in, hurricane stress and yup this is why i say reality hurts... i wished my life could just revolve around not caring and slack off? i dunno... that would be weird but yeah... never try to keep a promise to anyone if you cant make it, caz its better to say goodbye and make them cry than to make them believe with all those stupid lies you make up, fcuking irritating... i dunno lar srsly, you just dont get me i guess... i tell you stuff, but you just dont get how i feel... and i feel damn sad about that, caz i thought you were the only one in this world which understood me... which cared for me, but i guess everything is like a fantasy to me and everything just vanished away... and reality seeped back into place i guess... life just suxs i guess....
hmmm dactyl chalet? quite random, fun... spammed mahjong, then played pool then watched la bi xiao xing then errr bbq with epic moments like the dragonfly one... THE BURNT BREAD =.= lim jia rong's zainess... THE NUGGET INCIDENT (:
sgt jc while playing mahjong: nugget
angelina: ehhh i want eat chicken nugget!
WIN MAN (Y) SRSLY DAMN WIN
haha not much to say, overall quite fun lor (: although i didnt exactly thought of it this way, but yeah this chalet is all about surprises... from this, yeah got to learn a lot of dactyl i guess... learnt a lot of other housemates... managed to bond more, get to know scandals ^^ yifei ar... tsk tsk (: lots of insect stuff =.= errr, main motive achieved? bomb sgt huixian with water bombs until she was freakin dripping wet (: srsly dripping wet :D HAHAHA, funnest part of chalet! water bombs ftw (:, i got zhamed this morning by sgt jc with mini water bombs =.= 3 i think ._. then i was forced to eat my 'breakfast' then i can zham him one, then the bomb hit him nvr burst -.- hit the ground and burst... wtf sia D:, SIAN-NESS MAN =.= then yeah, got to bond quite a lot, and i guess spending time with the house was the most important part of this whole activity i guess... and maybe it was acheived i guess.. but yup stuff pertaining to errmmm pc? no way am i saying here, nor at aar if there is one, for me and me only ._. go away man... haha quote angelina's proposal summary: it was a fun chalet (: bye for now, gonna go type my 5k essay ttyl ._.
i guess after dactyl chalet i got a lot of things to write i guess... looking at it from different points of view... 2 words summary- reality hurts... i saw my life flash before my eyes and maybe i was happy to see all you, but sad caz i know you're leaving.... im falling apart, barely breathing, with a broken heart that's still beating in the pain, there is healing in your name, i find meaning.i regret a lot now... caz i couldnt give you enough reasons to stay... enough reasons to stay by my side and yup confort me through whatever now... i cant take it i guess, too much stress piling up, and its like after 3 days of not thinking of the outside world, everything just pours back in, hurricane stress and yup this is why i say reality hurts... i wished my life could just revolve around not caring and slack off? i dunno... that would be weird but yeah... never try to keep a promise to anyone if you cant make it, caz its better to say goodbye and make them cry than to make them believe with all those stupid lies you make up, fcuking irritating... i dunno lar srsly, you just dont get me i guess... i tell you stuff, but you just dont get how i feel... and i feel damn sad about that, caz i thought you were the only one in this world which understood me... which cared for me, but i guess everything is like a fantasy to me and everything just vanished away... and reality seeped back into place i guess... life just suxs i guess....
